Monday, June 27, 2011
I found this quote on Pintrest and it's something I have been thinking about for awhile. Before my mom died I would worry about everything. Really more than I ever should have. I lived my life cautiously. I had a fear of so many things. I really lived my life guarded. In the last month or so I have started to think about how quickly my moms life ended. In 2 short months she was gone. She didn't want to die. I know this because she told me. I can't stop thinking about that conversation I had with her. And now those words echo in my head and I think what if that happens to me. Because it could. Would I be happy with how I have lived my life? Have I lived it passionately? Have I lived it with my whole heart involved? Did I try things, really scary things and get through it? Some of the questions I have been asking myself I can say Yes to and some no. I want to change the nos. I have so many dreams, not just for my kids but for myself and for my husband. I want to see those dreams pan out. At least try to make them happen. My mom is my inspiration to live a life that is filled with possibility and pride. Let's see what sort of things I can accomplish when I really start living my life.